I know I can't be the only one of us that feels things have changed between us. To me it feels as if our conversations and texts are getting more and more..."strained" (for lack of a better word). To me it feels as if once you have moved our conversations will be even less frequent, but believe me when I say I hope beyond all hope this is proved wrong.
I know we will never sit down and talk before you leave, let alone me being able to treat you to dinner. I understand all the "we'll see"s and "maybe"s were your way of saying no without being rude. I'm just sorry it took me so long to realize this. I'm sure my repeated mentioning of talking to you was probably annoying. I now realize that some questions are destined to go unanswered.
So, I am writing this just to tell you a few things I have been unable to tell you in person. Firstly, you know I have deep feelings for you. I do not mean it lightly when I say I love you. I truly mean it. I'm not asking you to reciprocate or to even say anything back. I know you don't feel the same anymore. I use the word "anymore" because whether or not you ever did, I'm choosing to believe you did. Believing it gives me hope that someone somewhere will be able to as well. I can only hope that if I ever do meet this person, she is even half as amazing and beautiful as you are.
Secondly is something I have told you before. It is my one wish for you, to truly be happy. Happy at home, happy at work, and happy in love. I wish someone sees just how truly amazing you really are, never least you forget it, and does everything in his power to show you. No matter what, that is my one wish for you. True happiness. I have said it before, and I honestly mean it.
The only thing left to say is that I hope everything goes the way you want. I hope this move ends up being the gateway to happiness for you and your kids. I will always be here if you ever need someone to talk to, need to vent, or if you just need a smile.